We reached Tmn Permata after 9.30. My sis was already there with our favorite Secret Recipe cake and Pizza!
Wah, senang betul makcik ni prepare party
Anak-anak berebut2 nak salam nenek, sambil ucap Hapy Birthday juga
Yes, Mum's birthday and mine is the same
I am her living and growing present ha ha
When its my turn to salam and kiss her she said softly
Happy Birthday... sambutan mak yang terakhir agaknya...
My tears filled up my eyes that instant
Mak dah redha sangat untuk kembali
She has been so unwell lately
On Sunday afternoon, my Along called to inform that mum is already at the hospital
She got two massive athma attact and this is not usual.
Kesian mak, her Mothers Day was on the hospital bed.
She talked a lot about what happened from midnight till subuh
She was in great pain
She admitted not letting Acu to inform us
but Along who came over saw her agony
and brought her to HKL
All I could do was soothe her and recite Fatihah and Yassin
May Allah bless her with comfort and peacefulness
Mum will undergo the scope procedure again today
this time through the mouth
I couldnt be there for her, and this takes me down
cos I know she need semeone to be with her before and after the painful process
Wahai Allah, peliharalah ibuku dengan belaian kasih sayang mu
Ringankanlah kesakitannya
letakkanlah dia dalam keredhaanmu
Sesungguhnya tiada daya dan upaya kami melainkan dengan izinMu jua
Al Fatihah untuk mu ibu tercinta
Amiin
...nangis :(
ReplyDeleteSedih baca post ni. Rupanya ayah yang tinggalkan kami menjelang Fathers Day. Birthdaynya lah yang terkhir tahun ini. Ayah, alang tak perlu Fathers Day untuk mengingati mu. Setiap solat ku ada bahagian mu, juga bahagian ibu. Allah maha pengasih dan pemurah menyalurkan rahmat dan kasihnya. Semoga alang diizinNya mempertahankan istiqamah ini. Ayah, alang rindu ayah.... Al Fatihah.
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