Hari ini sempat masbuk semasa solat zohor di kolej Angsana.
Suara anak muda yang menjadi imam jelas terdengar.
Rasa penuh syukur dapat berjemaah di tempat orang.
Alhamdulillah.
Semasa sujud dalam solat sunat selepasnya,
tiba2 terasa sedang sujud di Masjidil Haram
Lantai sejuk dan aman
Hati jadi sayu dan rindu tiba2.
Airmata jatuh berderai-derai takdapat ditahan.
Ya Allah, aku terlalu rindu pada kedamaian di rumah Mu
Bawalah aku lagi kesana Ya Allah.
Aku terlalu rindu....

Allahumma antassalam...!

p.s.  kak rohaya.. mungkinkah kamu yang telah menyeru namaku di hadapan Baitullah tadi...?

Very peaceful and awakening song

Open Your Eyes Lyrics  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vlrb1rOT36o&feature=related

By: Maher Zain
Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony
Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?
Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..
Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah

Waaah... bestnya dimanjakan

Minggu ni hectic bebeno. Waktu rehat tengahari pun tak sempat dimanfaatkan. Sekadar solat then sambung kerja.
Balik rumah je memang pancit.

Tapi routine berjemaah maghrib tetap diteruskan.
lepas tu  memang flat terus.
Rupanya ada orang tu tengok kita kesian...
Dia ambik nasi, siap rinca lauk then datang bersila kat sebelah
"Bangun... meh makan"
lalu disuap sampai habis sepinggan!.
(anak2 tengok pun jeles.. ha ha)

Dah la dia yang masak
dan punyalah sedap!
Ni mesti masak dengan kasih sayang

Ohh.. hanya Allah yang tahu terharunya rasa hati ini
Abang, saya saaaayaaaang awak.
Terima kasih ya (daun keladi....!)

My Birthday Part 2

We reached Tmn Permata after 9.30. My sis was already there with our favorite Secret Recipe cake and Pizza!
Wah, senang betul makcik ni prepare party
Anak-anak berebut2 nak salam nenek, sambil ucap Hapy Birthday juga
Yes, Mum's birthday and mine is the same
I am her living and growing present ha ha

When its my turn to salam and kiss her she said softly
Happy Birthday... sambutan mak yang terakhir agaknya...
My tears filled up my eyes that instant
Mak dah redha sangat untuk kembali
She has been so unwell lately

On Sunday afternoon, my Along called to inform that mum is already at the hospital
She got two massive athma attact and this is not usual.
Kesian mak, her Mothers Day was on the hospital bed.
She talked a lot about what happened from midnight till subuh
She was in great pain
She admitted not letting Acu to inform us
but Along who came over saw her agony
and brought her to HKL
All I could do was soothe her and recite Fatihah and Yassin
May Allah bless her with comfort and peacefulness

Mum will undergo the scope procedure again today
this time through the mouth
I couldnt be there for her, and this takes me down
cos I know she need semeone to be with her before and after the painful process

Wahai Allah, peliharalah ibuku dengan belaian kasih sayang mu
Ringankanlah kesakitannya
letakkanlah dia dalam keredhaanmu
Sesungguhnya tiada daya dan upaya kami melainkan dengan izinMu jua
Al Fatihah untuk mu ibu tercinta
Amiin

My 47th Birthday Part 1

I wasn't into celebrating my birthday cos i felt reborn after the umrah trip.
But to my suprise, my loved ones are all eager to celebrate it with me.
At 00.00 in the Usul 3 class, my first born whispered "Happy birthday Mum" to my amaze. Guess she wasnt paying attention to class but to clock. Naughty girl, but I love you.
Then a dear friend greeted me too, hugs and kisses followed.
We stopped by for snack at D'Mamak Corner and reached home after 2.30 am.

A beautiful box was waiting for me on the bed.
Woohoo Hubby! This is really a surprise!
A set of beautifully glittering earrings and bracelet lovely lay in it
He put it on for me followed by a sweet birthday kiss
Nothing else seemed  matters
It is my best birthday present

It was a busy day, as I anticipated
chains of meeting in the afternoon
I was held in office till 7.00pm.
I felt sad for not being home to celebrate it with the family

A box of cup cakes was waiting for me.
Everyone was so eager to have one.
Yummy oreo brownies with whipped cheese topping!

And my sister called times and again
Reminding me to come over,
she's all up to celebrate it with the rest of the family
Angah, how can I make it up with you
Thank you so much for all your effort and concern
I love you