Masanya sudah tiba

Syukur ke hadrat Allah. Sudah siap berkemas untuk perjalanan esok hari.
Semoga Allah izin dan redha menerimaku sebagai tetamuNya.
Semoga terpelihara akhlak dan keimanan menghadap Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha mulia.

Wahai Allah, berkatilah perjalanan kami. Redhalah menerima kami.
Perlengkapkanlah ilmu dan amal kami untuk melaksanakan ibadah kepada Mu
Terangkanlah dan lapangkanlah hati kami dalam mengerjakan ibadah
Lancarkankah lisan kami untuk bertasbih memuji Mu
Selamatkanlah kami dalam perjalanan kembali pada Mu Ya Allah.

Labbaikallah humma labbaik
Labbaika laa syari kala kalabaik
Innal Hamda,
wal nikmata
lakawal mur
laa syariikalah

Rindu pada Mu

Tinggal 9 hari saja lagi sebelum berangkat ke tanah suci.
Kuliah ahad lepas mengupas hakikat ziarah.
Rinduku pada mu Ya Rasulullah, hanya Allah yang mengetahui.
Berlinangan airmata di setiap kuliyyah
Rindu Allah, rindu Rasulullah, rindu kampungku
Tempat berkumpul awal dan akhir manusia di bumi

Wahai Allah, dengan izin dan redha Mu
Permudahkanlah urusanku untuk meniti jalanan ini
Lapangkanlah hati dan fikiran ku untuk menghayati ayat-ayat Mu
Agar zikir tasbih, tahmid, takbir, istighfar dan semua pujian kepada Mu
Yang Kau kurniakan untukku
Dapat ku hayati dan lafazkan dengan tenang dan lancar
Semoga urusan ibadah ku terlaksana dengan sempurna
Hanya dengan izin dan redha Mu jua

Wahai Allah
Aku rindu pada Mu
Aku rindu pada Rasul Mu
Aku rindu untuk kembali pada Mu
Dalam linangan airmata
Aku insafi
Bahawa diri ini
Terlalu hina dan kerdil Ya Allah
Untuk meminta-minta pada Mu
Untuk mengatur-atur kehendak Mu

Namun aku yakini kebesaran Rahman dan Rahim Mu
yang tidak kenal jemu
menyeru aku untuk kembali pada mu
pada setiap saat dan ketika
hanya aku yang selalu lalai
dan leka menilik duniawi

Wahai Allah, aku redha terpelihara dalam tangan Mu
Aku redha segala ketentuan Mu
Sesungguhnya semua ini milik Mu
aku hanyalah hamba yang tidak memiliki apa apa

Radhitubillahi Rabba
wabil Islamidina
wabi Muhammadin nabi ya wa rasula
Allahummaghfirli wali walidayya warhamhuma kama rabbayani saghira
Allahumma ja'alni saburan waja'alni syakur
Allahumma aslihli sya'ni kullahu
Wala takilni ila nafsi tarfata 'aini
Ilahi anta maksudi
Wa ridha kamath luubi
Walaa haulawala quwwata illa billahi 'ali yil'adziim.
Aminn Allahumma ya amiin...

سُوۡرَةُ إبراهیم

رَبِّ ٱجۡعَلۡنِى مُقِيمَ ٱلصَّلَوٰةِ وَمِن ذُرِّيَّتِى‌ۚ رَبَّنَا وَتَقَبَّلۡ دُعَآءِ (٤٠
رَبَّنَا ٱغۡفِرۡ لِى وَلِوَٲلِدَىَّ وَلِلۡمُؤۡمِنِينَ يَوۡمَ يَقُومُ ٱلۡحِسَابُ (٤١
Surah Ibrahim

Wahai Tuhanku! Jadikanlah daku orang yang mendirikan solat dan demikianlah juga zuriat keturunanku. Wahai Tuhan kami, perkenankanlah doa permohonanku. (40) Wahai Tuhan kami! Berilah ampun bagiku dan bagi kedua ibu bapaku serta bagi orang-orang yang beriman, pada masa berlakunya hitungan amal dan pembalasan. (41) 

http://www.quranexplorer.com/Quran/Default.aspx

They turned out just fine

Any mama would love to have everyone home. Yes, that includes me.
Get to bring Along home Thursday nite after class - just for a few hours before sending her back to work.
We get to have breakfast together in the campus.

Friday nite came and its time for abang and wawa to come back.
Rushed to KL to pick wawa @ Hentian Duta in the rain pour.
The traffic was crawling. But Angah  Eri drove well.
As we approach the junction where the highway from north meets NKVE,
We realized that we're actually crawling neck to neck with the bus Wawa was in.
My heart leaped with joy and laughter when we eagerly waved at each other in the traffic jam.
And abang phone in to join the laughter. Wah! the news spread quickly.
Wawa arrived safely at 2005 hrs. Alhamdulillah.

And there we go again wading the traffic to get to Kota Damansara Mc Donalds. 
Just to fulfill Wawa's crave for Mc D.
and angah need a break too
It was tiring, the normal  10 mins drive turned out to be over an hour.
Angah was restless and bored
Kaki penat tekan padal ..
Sabarlah  sayang mama...

We ordered Big Mac, Chicken Mc Deluxe and fried chicken.
That was then when abang's   text came in saying he was 10 mins to arrival
Oh abang!
You are finally safely home.
Alhamdulillah.

Memang OVEARBOARD!

Spoke too soon...
Petang ni juga Allah datangkan dugaan.
Jadi marah, jadi garang
apasal desak-desak pulak
kena siasat dulu camana jadi.
hisy...! fedup!

Emo Overboard!

Pagi2 lagi call nak menembak orang macam apa entah.
Siap guna nama boss lagi.
Sorry, you must know siapa prime client
and the procedures following an event order

Tak tanya betul dah marah.
Pas tu sendiri nangis and hempas telefon.
HELLO... pro sikit la.
Problem tu dah selesai, awak je tertinggal keretapi.
Tak pasal2 awak buat dosa ngan saya.
Nasib baik Allah jadikan saya baik
Saya ampunkan saja songel awak tu

tapi facebook saya terconteng sudah
RUDENESS DOESN'T GET YOU FAR!
WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

and NO THANK YOU, I dont let it spoil my day.
I had a good time today.

Tahniah to me. I dah boleh manage my anger.
Alhamdulillah....

Pesta Buku

Banyak2 novel, Rooftop Rant paling susah habis.
ada saja halangan kelancaran bacaan (termasuk tertidur)
tapi ada kalanya berhenti sebab ter 'emo' dengan kesakitan trisy
love the cool jade - he is a friend indeed.

Today browse page Kak Su again. Oh the piyah-piyan terjadi novel pulak.
And versus from hlovate pun launch this pesta buku
Ingat nak pergi pilih buku untuk library juga,
cari novel2 yang banyak teladan dan pesanan baik macam karya hlovate, rnysa, imaen,
Buku harun yahya, management, self improvement, exam jabatan and others pun.
Ala la... tak sempat pergi, ada event, then dah sibuk nak buat persipan berangkat
tapi...maybe sempat singgah pwtc masa cari jubah kot .. yey!

hati kata...
apa la nila. duniawi lagi..?

oopsss... plan tadi ditarik balik.
berangan saja tak salah kan.
(he he .. alasan melepas diri)

Ada rezeki, ada umur, boleh pergi lain kali. order online ok juga.

Kita hanya boleh merancang

After the busy weekend, ingat today nak selesaikan semua kerja minit dan surat yang terhutang. Tapi sampai je ofis dapat mesej from mr Friday & Monday "puan, saya tak sihat, MC hari ni"
hmmm :(  again...   so forget him. kerja kena jalan.

Semak schedule lecture theaters, tadi nampak signage ada forum... kat mana ya...?
Found! DK300, in my LT, and the Faci people were not informed. Hisy...!
Maybe thats why he wont come to work today.
cos he sure screwd up!
so I had to pick up from the start.

Alhamdulillah God help us out.
Haziq, the student was alert, dedicated and helpful.
Sham, the Faci guy,  after ignoring many phone calls finally turn up and set up the PA system just n time
(well he got a stern remark from me for doing that)
The lecturer, came early to see things are in their places.

I left feeling relieved but disturbed by sham's cranks
Excused myself and said thank you to all, including him without bother looking back. a few minutes later a text messege received.
"i'm sowi"
so am I
I was harsh, yes. Angry at Zaki and sham gets the fire.
semua sudah tertulis,  so,
Forget it...  I moved on.

Went to check the venue for Derma Darah at the adjecent building.
Things looked fine. and oh! its tomorrow...

Went up to see Kedai 5, say hi to Tam.
He's still there, seems demotivated but surprised and happy to see me.
Reminded him to apply the available for the posts in the university online.
Drop by the shop to get some drinks
Had a pep talk with Nik and went back to office.

Some students were already waiting for me.
solve a few problems and made some calls to my network friends. Done.

Browsed the email, deleting fowarding replying and getting feedback.
done! and the time moved to 1pm when suddenly Fatin called.
Puan, are you in Sabah?  Ha?
Why?  Sabah staff said they have been waiting for the officer from HEA KPA to arrive since 9.30 am.
isy isy isy.. for sure a miscommunication case.
Only later we found out its from a faculty nearby.

Then the boss call for a meeting today at 3.30 pm.
3.30. PM?  this will sure drag...
yes it did, up till 5.30 pm.
and in between that i had to negotiate a space for two events that clashed
the students win and the derma darah moved to another venue

And at the end of the day
there was an accident near the main gate. a student on motorbike but not seriously injured.

There goes my plan.
I end up updating this page.
Farewell.

never thought

andrew garcia never thought

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never thought… never thought… never thought

never thought that it would end like this

saying bye with a poison kiss

Why that’s for sure

you know it hurts me so to see you let me go

Then you try, try to come back

foolish ways, foolish I react

well that’s for sure

you know it hurts me so to see you let me go

But then you  tired to turn away

And I just beg you to stay

But your fool is this

leave me alone

But then you  tired to turn away

And I just beg you to stay

But your fool is this

leave me alone

And I beg and I plead

But there’s just no sympathy

For the way you’ve been treating me

I never thought I didn't want

I never thought I didn't want

I never thought I didn't want

This to happen

I never thought I never want

I never want I never thought

This would happen

This would happen

never thought that it would end like this

saying bye with a poison kiss

well that’s for sure

you know it hurts me so to see you let me go

- touched

Why PINK dear Happy Bluehippo?

So the question goes.
Well... why not?

You always mocked me PINK!
 when my cheeks turn pink
or when i wear anything pink
its a color of loveliness
And I also love blue
The color of calmness

So here goes
The Happy Bluehippo on a pink background.
I am full of love

ha ha

Rasa yang hadir

Berulang kali berfikir
kenapa  dia hadir
adakah sebagai ujian
atau sebagai peringatan
atau sebagai rahmat
atau sebagai amanah yang perlu digalas

yang pasti, hati tersentuh.
dan rasa tidak berbohong

Alhamdulillah,
akan ku sambut kesemuanya ini
dengan izin dan redhaMu Ilahi
semoga Kau pinjamkan kekuatan dan bimbingan
agar aku tidak tersasar
Amiin.

Dan perjalanan itu bermula...

5 Mac 10
10 pm : Hantar abang ke Menara Kurnia. Tempat berkumpul untuk expidisi Gunung Tahan. Picked up Along kat LRT Kelana Jaya dulu.
Kisses n hugs plus sesi fotografi before salam-salam.

Selamat jalan abang. Have a wonderful trip. Sentiasalah bawa Allah dan Rasul di hatimu. Dengan izin dan redhaNya,  selamat pergi dan kembali. 


Then Amin kata nak icecream. Demam pun nak icecream ke?
Layan je la, bawak gi KFC @ Extreme Park Sec 13 Shah Alam.

6 Mac 10
00.30 Text messege received. Bas bertolak tepat 12.30. 
7.05 Dah sampai Merapoh. Baru selesai solat. Lepas ni breakfast n report di Pejabat Renjer.
1.46pm : Dah sampai Kem Kubang - 1406 meter. Dijangka sampai peak 6pm. Reception kejap ada kejap takda.

Aci Sorok

Pagi-pagi boss dah mesej.
Misi sorok menyorok akan ditamatkan pada hari jumaat ini.
Ramai kroni yang terlibat pun boleh menarik nafas lega
Rahsia itu akan terbuka.

hu hu.. suspen nak tengok reaksi si pelupa itu.
harap dia belajar untuk lebih bertanggungjawab

Kata ayahnya...

"My Dearest, you are strong.
Dia cuma singgah sebentar dan buat kamu lebih arif dalam soal hidup.
Jangan risau, semua hal kecik je.
Pulangkan pada Allah dan Dia akan bantu selesaikan.
Papa dan Mama ada bersama.
Just be our lovely sweet daughter.
Allah sentiasa bersama."

And today is my dad's 78th birthday.
Khalid Dahanan.
Selamat ulang tahun ayah.
Kami hadiahkan Al Fatihah untuk ayah.
Doa terbaik yang telah Allah kurniakan kepada umat manusia.
Semoga ayah tabah melalui dugaan ini. Amiin.

Doktor kata...

Berjaya membawa diri berjumpa doktor. Just to make sure its not hypertension.
So the doc said ... Maam, at 48 you have the best BP. 120/80!  Nothing's wrong with you. Maybe its the heat. Drink a lot of water."
And he gave some artificial cure to ease the pain.

In the nut shell,  I lack water.
The source of life.
The CURE.

Pening yang berpanjangan

Apa kah ini simptom hipertensi? mungkin hypotensi? (ada ke term tu?) 
Yang pasti blood level selalu rendah hingga tak layak nak derma darah.
Tapi pening ini tak mau juga pergi, berlegar2 dan ada kalanya menyerang lebih kuat.
Risiko? Ya aku memang mewarisi risiko ini. Dan tekanan kerja dan keluarga memberi sumbangan besar.

Apakah kesihatan diri tidak diutamakan? Dah jatuh no 2.
Ya, baiklah, aku akan pulang selepas temujanji dengan siswa siswi yang bagaikan anak2 kecil ini diselesaikan.
Tugas dan tanggungjawab ini perlu diselesaikan sebelum pass baton pada pihak seterusnya.
Kesihan mereka belajar dan bekejar memenuhi tuntuan pengajian.

Total Quality Manangement Rule = the next process is the customer. 
Ini prinsip penting yang kupegang. If I fail, the next process will also fail.

Ya Allah, dengan redha dan izin Mu, pinjamkanlah kekuatanMu untuk ku laksanakan amanah ini.
Amiin.